Thread:Dst0902ning/@comment-29359399-20160801171541/@comment-29359399-20160808190431

I left the alliance. I am completely confused with everything and I do not know what to think anymore. The things that happen in my life make me feel useless and I pray and hope and wait so much but I guess nothing good is supposed to happen for me yet. I think i should just stop talking to everyone but I can't because I don't ever ignore anyone no matter how sad or depressed I am feeling. You'd think that at least I would have some form of relief but I don't even know what relieves me at all. Sometimes I want love from another, sometimes I want to be happy with everyone around me, sometimes I need a true friend and not a fake, sometimes I do dumb things and sometimes I don't think I am worth anything. I am just an unpredictable mess, who doesn't even know his own self. I wish that all this could change now. I am not impatient at all but for this, I think I've had enough. I hope I don't bother you with my problems or worries. Have a nice day Naomi