Thread:ChilledSnow :3/@comment-24060202-20170106125123/@comment-24060202-20170407082053

Oh hey there. It's been a long time, huh...

Things were okay for the past few months, but not for these two weeks. I don't even know if my friends are actually my 'friends', and I am constantly depressed because of all the recent incidents. I told my friend that I will retrieve my report from her later and she passed it to someone else and it was passed to another person and it ended up in my drawer without anyone telling me about it. I was replaced by someone to play a song for the concert because the conductor said that my body movement is weird(I could have rejected that, but then I don't want my 'friends' to blame me for ruining their image...), but now I'm forced to participate in an audition for another song... As for the song, I might just see how things go on first and then decide later.

I used to think that my mental illness is cured, but now I realized that it will never be cured... no matter how hard I try. I have Asperger's syndrome(which is classified under autism as of now so I am technically autistic now *laughs*), and after living for seventeen years, I am still clumsy and oblivious(most of the time, but at least it no longer causes any catastrophes) and bad at talking to people whenever it comes to certain issues. Well.. at least it's still under control as long as I don't lose my sanity.

As for the cards, they are becoming more and more OP. :/ The newest LR card unleashes all allies skills' for four times....

Have a nice day too!