Thread:Dst0902ning/@comment-29359399-20160801171541/@comment-29359399-20160815195527

What am I supposed to say? I am an emotional wreck. I will send you a screenshot because I don't know how to link it. I didn't even say anything bad. What I was trying to say to him and her, is that when someone dies you don't grieve on it, you cry and remember all the times you both had and what a nice person they were, then hope for the best that their soul is in the right place and then move on with your life (not in a cold way as if I did not care). Tell Yuki I said thank you and I hope she is alright and screenshot this message and show them because it is really hard to get through to them now that I can't get in touch with them.

In life as human beings, we gget what we don't need or desreve sometimes but I am not an Emo or anything but I might be Bi-polar so if anyone ever thinks I am mean, cold and selfish, I am indeed not any of those things. Everyone deserves happiness but why do I feel as if I deserve nothing??? I don't know how to speak to anyone sometimes so I just be honest with them instead of lie all the time (not that anyone lied to me, just saying).

I hope I did not make you worry or anything because I am truly sorry if I did. You make me happy and when I talk to you, I feel as if I can tell you everything. I can't tell them everything because nobody asks and nobody besides Yuki sees me as a friend. I feel expendable when Cassie talks to me because she just doesn't get what I am saying and I am sorry if I offended Loki but I never meant to hurt anyone and I am sorry for confusing F because he/she may not have understood what I was saying.

I don't have any favorites. I treat everyone the same but I just more comfortable talking to you and I guess they don't really do the same so that is probably why I can't get along with Cassie or Loki. They both see each other more than anyone else (that's just my opinoin). Maybe we can be friends but I don't think they will ever want to be my friend.....They'd just end up hating me for all the things I say even if I did get another chance, it wouldn't make a difference on the way they see me. Now I am just confused and tired and frustrated with everything and I hope it stops soon because there is only so much my heart can take. I'll talk to you later and tell everyone I said hi.....