Thread:ChilledSnow :3/@comment-24060202-20170106125123/@comment-29359399-20170118060856

Hi Kho.... I'm either the dumbest or most bi-polar fool that ever lived. I just hate it all. I hate how nobody ever checked up on me......nobody but you. I will be honest that you are not the best of persons but, I never came close to getting to know someone like you. Also merry christmas, happy new year and hope you had a nice one. I don't know what to say or do anymore. I am not perfect.....nobody is but I feel as if I am way beneath everyone. Are we even friends or are we just two individuals who play the same game? It's funny how some things fail and how other things work out. I missed a lot in VC and R.I.P. Heroic Gilgamesh but I needed my time. On this very night I felt like checking my wikia page and said to myself, "Everyone sucks and sad thing about is all I am gonna see is two irrelevant notifications that don't concern me", and yet here I am, right about two, notifications but wrong about the irrelevant notifications. I think that you're a really nice girl, minus your beliefs....but, we all see life in different eyes but we all need to believe in something or someome. I am not mad at you if you don't believe in anything or not but I am mad that I didn't tell you what was bugging me on that day when I stopped talking to you and what was bugging me when I stopped playing VC. I like you.....and I will always admire you for you. This time I want to make the most of my life. I don't want people slowing me down and I will find true happiness someday. I can't see it but I think I will eventually.... It's up to you now to reply if you want and....you are such a pervert (stalker is more like it), for keeping tabs on me like that but I guess you were concerned and I thank you for it. World's longest text here, but this is all about how I truly feel (most). Have a nice day and please reply Kho...